Next month my life could go in one of four very different directions.
Two would be incredible, one is what I came for, and one would be easy. Whichever path I go down will be new.
Will I be accepted as travel presenter and travel the country helping make videos? Will I accept the role in a Kannada film? Will I do volunteer work at an animal shelter? Or will I go home?
As I weigh these choices, I can’t help but think how vastly different my life will be whichever I select. In the long run it will pretty much be the same, but for the month of March it will be quite different. All of them sound amazing in their own ways, but the final decision will be difficult.
Presenting India would be a dream. Even though this trip hasn’t been great, I know the basic ins and outs of India and I would have the opportunity to learn so much more. But I haven’t actually be selected. Still crossing my fingers for that 😂
Being cast for a movie in a language other than my own is daunting. I’ve honestly never acted or even heard Kannada spoken. It would be difficult, but definitely a one-of-a-kind experience.
Volunteering at an animal shelter would be so much fun. I love animals, and helping rehabilitate them would be so rewarding. I came here to do volunteer work and I’ve not yet gotten to do any, this was my original intent.
Or I could go home. The only problem is that I quit my job, sold my car, and left my apartment. I don’t have anything to go back to and I haven’t done anything here that I set out to do. I don’t want to give up yet.
Wish me luck, I have about 10 days to decide.